My very 1st namecard and Stickers

Today i have received very 1st namecard and stickers. Finally i have felt i have an identity of myself. This is my 1st and only job that i actually wanted to do. Today i have learned from joey that he has made two claims for his friend. Finally i saw some meaning in my job. There are really people who met with accidents and need to make claims. I told myself this is the job i want to be. Even it is a small or big case. My main motto is to have as many people to get insured . You never know when u really need it. when u really need it, it will be too late.

People may think i am using this blog to promote insurance, but my actual meaning is to blog the daily events of my life. I want to write down my beliefs and vision and things that i have learned frm this society. I also hope those who have visited my blog will learn the real importance of insurance and buy frm it. I am also don;t want people to overload with insurance. I want them to be adequately covered with insurance and maintaining the same quality of life. That is my motto.

Anthoy Robbins 2nd lesson.

"Keys to lasting change"

1. Must change

2. I must change it

3. I can change it

The past is not equal to future.

All believes carry with them consequences

Believe is a feeling of certainty about what something mean

"In life, you look for what you look for, seek and you shall find"

Whenever u want to make changes. there must a leverage whereby u yourself cannot take it which will create massive amount of pain if you did not make any changes in your life. Change is never a matter of ability but is a matter of motivation.

therefore we will reach the second step. which it is to interupt the disciplinary pattern. Once u break the pattern that u r always comfortable with, you are able to build in a new habit which will result in the new change u wanted to make at first...

Lastly, we are to create an empowering alternative. We got to reinforce it and become a habit.

Haha, quite poorly wriiten though. but i am still learning. But i believed as time passed, i will write a good system what i learned from anthony robbins.

i will work hard for my exams and hope to do well this time....i believe i can do it!!! Tomorrow i will put in effort and complete my RP and Mso by tml! Richmond gogo jiayou~~!!

oh ya, most imptly of all, i must thanxs my little kawi kawi for setting up a birhtday surprise for me. I am so happie that she actually make a bbq session for me.. I was very touched and fortunate to have such a great gf like her.. I told myself i shower her with more love e next time round~~!!! Dar Dar i love u more~~~!!!!! MUACKS~~~!!!

With love from Richmond to My beloved xiao bu tian, parents, grandparents and bros and sisters

Today i received my very 1st namecard and stickers

Slight improvements~!

Exams are coming soon. Next week i will be experiencing my exams. Now i am trying as hard as i could to cover as many things i can. Haha, kinda lazy and resulted in last minute studying. i am always like that, therefore i make a pact that it will not happen again for my next whole term...

Ever since i started blogging, i began to realise i am actually self reflecting my actions daily. It is a very good excercise to express your inner feelings. I felt better each time i started to blog because all my inner suppression is being let out.

Recently i am able to organise my things more properly and has established certain habits in my life. I am able to make it a point to study books and read newspapers as much as i could. Though there are some times when i am too lazy and miss out on reading but for at least i knew i did miss them and will make an effort to do it better e next time. Nobody is perfect at the 1st time, it is through lotsa trial and error before u can actually make amendments and improve from them.

wat r e improvements i have made?
i have become more aware of the things that i need to do. next, i become more efficient and more organized. I can sense that i have a control over time though soemtimes i tend to waste too much time on day dreaming..haha....

Next, my diet has also been reduced alot. Instead of ogling at lotsa oily food in the past, now i will tink twice before eating those oily food. It is like smoking, once the quitting session gets going. It will be getting easier and easier day by day. I am determined to slimmed down just like e way i quitted smoking. i believed in myself and i knew i will be able to do it. it is a battle of mi and myself.

Anthony Robbins has shared key points to unleash your power!
1. Know your outcome
2. Know why u want it
3. Take massive Action
4. Know what you are getting
5. Change your approach

he has explained it very detailed. I am trying to apply his theories into my life. i have certain outcomes embedded into my mind already and trying to understand y wld i want it. Meanwhile i am also trying to take massive actions and knowing what e outcome will be.. Lastly if everything is not wrking, i should just keep trying to change my approach till i actually achieved what i wanted to achieve.

Take for example, there was a notice board i just bought lately. At 1st, i though by buying 3m stickers. it will definitely stick on the walls but i was wrong. As a result it fell off and was not secure at all, next i tried to use bluetack. it work at 1st but eventually it did not last and it came off too.. There are certain times i wanted to give up and decided to take dwn e notice board. But thanxs to my dar dar, she told mi to put e stickers my mum use.. Indeed i went to try and amzazingly it wrks perfectly~~!! this simple little incident has taught mi that for as long as u r determined to do something. There are bound to be met with obstacles and difficulties but as long as u persist. It will eventually be solved and achieved in the way u never taught possible.

due to e time constraint, sad to say. i got to go..... But anyway, i love my cute little brenda, granny, mum, dad and grandpa and my bros and sis. With love, believe in yourself~!!

One of the saddest day in my life. Still e same

Richmond ar Richmond ar. After some self-reflection. I realised i am really damn ill-discipline. Always fail to get things done correctly, everything always seems so disorganised and always do things at the very last minute which always resulted in things been done half fucked and lousy.
i am someone who can never get things done on the approriate time which resulted in alot of things being screwed up.

This time rd, i can sense joey is very disappointed with my performance. I am really very sorry abt it and i certainly hope joey would understand. Recently i got too many things at hand, and for the moment i did not know how to handle so many things at one time. Frankly speaking i am feeling very stressed. I kinda lose my direction and goals. I wanted to be organised and done everything chop chop, but y is this happening to me?

I am feeling very sick today, but at the same time i was feeling very depressed and sad. This is because i felt that i had wasted so much time. i wanted to slimmed down but i failed, my darling though didn't mind, she really wanted to see mi lose weight. i was very sad that i fail to accomplish such a little little thing as well. Andy, within 2 weeks had already lost 3 kg and i am very impressed and at e same time very disappointed with myself.

i have everything yet i always to fail to get the optimum results, never in my life did i got number one. i got very supportive family. Esp my dad, mum, granny and even grandfather. And the most impt of all, i had a wonderful gf who has been at my side supporting me and encouraging me. never fail to make mi smile and always did her best as a gf. But....

This time round, i did badly for my exams, Scoring an average of 55 marks for term 1 and term 2. i am super overweight with a weight of 93 kg!!! i am very poor and has bascially no savings. Practically i am living everyday as it is. My sales are ppor and i was putting half hearted effort in insurance. Am i giving myself too much preesure abt self-achievements or am i being too lazy and can't be bothered abt life? i really dunnoe.

This time round, i am not defeated by anyone but myself. If i can't obvercome this problem. I will stuck like this for e rest of my life. I need to make and implement changes. what should i do?
Issit a test from god? issit becoz i am just plain fuck lazy and too relac one corner.

for this moment, i i really did know wat am i gonna type . Everything just rush thru my mind. Blabbering wat is going on inside my mind. I had lotsa knowledge but never once applied them. I always tok and no action. Why is this happening? I dun wan it to be like tat. I want to be somebody. Somebody weaby i can support my family and beloved brenda.

Haha, hais......omg~~!! wat is life? is life a box of chocolates? a bed of roses? game? mystery?
wat am i gonna do in order to have significant changes in my life?....

i guess i gotta plan because i never ever plan for anything. i decided to rewrite everything this round. replan my goals and dreams. this time round, i got to be practical abt my dreams and goals, it is time to show my darling some results. everything seems so far aways becoz i never care.

i decided to rewrite my organsier this time round. i will allocate my time properly and do e things stated in my timetable. I believed for so as long i followed my timetable, i am able to reap some results. For the moment, i shall plan till the end of year.

With new plans, new goals and new priorities, i can achieve what i want.

Wish me luck god~~! i love brenda, family and friends...